gurrl. you so fly.

i didn't want to update EVER...but....

Fri, 12 Dec 2003 02:55:52 GMT

This entry is directed to Matthew:

Look out.
For i am coming to your neighborhood.
and when i step out of my car.
i am running.
and tackling.
and you are going to recieve something.
and that something is a hug.
a huge, monstrous hug.
more then likely the biggest one i have ever given.
get ready.
xoxo.
<3.

dfghsfjh

Sat, 29 Nov 2003 07:15:23 GMT

so, my night was awesome.
saw some pretty amazing people.
talked with brett a little. i guess i don't hate him anymroe.
got an awesome hug. <3

yeah...don't even want to fucking type in this anymore.
fuck her.
fuck him.
fuck me.

im out.

"We rise! We rise! We rise! We rise!" -SB99

Sun, 23 Nov 2003 19:39:16 GMT

_{yeah, so okay. This weekend was amazing to the extreme. i couldn't even possibly begin to think of words to explaing my feelings thoughout that glorious time spent with amazing people. ba-bam! a few key things about this weekend starting............NOW!

-Dan and I OWN everyone. yes. B-three FO LYFE bitttttchesssssss!!!!
-I noticed that 999999.5% of St. Simons Island/ Brunswick/ Jacksonville kids have comments to say about my ghetto black gurrl ass. Hooray.
-Hi. My name is Shawna. Im straight edge. I listen to hardcore. And the boys from SSI are better then you. damn.
-Sarah Keefe = epitome of cute<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
-i have a cold due to the cold night in Georgia Friday night.
-Liz + Shawna picture time is excitment
-Nikki Rentz is my skinny, blonde twin. and i love her.
-Im moving up there as soon as possible. <3
-i feel like i should give everyone thank you cards or something?
-i love you all.
-end
-<3}

lalalalalala

Thu, 20 Nov 2003 16:03:08 GMT

_{so, i've been dead for awhile. Yeah. nothing really big has happend lately.

- might get some ink done with Shane?
- might go to brunswick this weekend....we'll see.
- matthew lee: you left your water bottle and other food trash in my car. <3 haha
- i hate 99999999.9% of the people i know
- sean hale = M.I.A
- people are dumb hoes
- if i deleted you off my friends list..it probably means:
[1] i don't want to read your boring life
[2] i never read your journal
[3] i don't like you.
chances are...it's choice three.

thanks assholes!!!!!!!

<3}

one last time...

Sat, 15 Nov 2003 16:53:38 GMT

Sarah fucking Elizabeth
₊
Shawna fucking Marrie
₌
BFF, niggaaaaa.

Fri, 14 Nov 2003 14:01:40 GMT

nick heath is an ass.
plain and simple.
ba-bam.

and he can't talk.
nor read.
and he doesn't know big words.

stupid head.

sdlfhshfsdjfh

<3

hooray! another post!!

Sun, 09 Nov 2003 04:21:22 GMT

_{im so ready for christmas.
and cold weather.
and hoodies.
and beanies.
and hugging someone to stay warm.

I think im going to make a new dusting rag tonight. With one of my all-time favorite shirts. my black and white stripped one. god. she looks way better in it then i do. fuuuuuuuck.

i don't think i'll ever forget that smile he gave me thursday walking to sixth period in building six. <3
"there was something in the way you turned and looked at me. I started panicking. I started panicking"- BoysNightOut

until later on tonight when i think of something to write about.........xo}

medlinonridlen: one- hes fat and albino

Fri, 07 Nov 2003 20:44:38 GMT

can this be a start of something awesome in my life?

can tonight be the begining?

god. i hope so.
<333xo

"cars on blocks" -DCFC

Sun, 02 Nov 2003 02:49:47 GMT

_{i love adam!

ethnic cheeto: u don't hate me
ethnic cheeto: u love me
ethnic cheeto: for two reasons
ethnic cheeto: 1. me
dance80sDANCE: name them
ethnic cheeto: 2. man meat
dance80sDANCE: HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA
dance80sDANCE: YA GOT ME!
ethnic cheeto: i know u

oh golly. whatta silly boy.
xo}

A Torrid Love Affair

Sat, 01 Nov 2003 18:06:59 GMT

_{the first time i saw a body bend that way i realized that we're more beautiful dead than alive. then, with bloodied flesh removed, your rib cage ripped away - and i saw why they say beauty comes from the inside. it won't be the same this time around and you'll never be the same again. i promise to never forget you. i know you'll remember me for as long as you live...and your life ends right here, right now, as i tear your heart apart. i'll keep your hair with me, wrapped around my bloody knuckles as a soft, silken reminder of the day you discovered that even the softest words can't heal the deepest wounds. i pray that they find you and use the softest words to hide the hardest truth. i'm covered in your blood...now it's over. we're better. one day we'll forget you were so right and so clever. save me from this love affair with broken hearts before it's too late. save me or save yourself.

xo}

Fri, 31 Oct 2003 16:08:12 GMT

</3

Tue, 28 Oct 2003 17:02:10 GMT

forget it.
i've given up.

wanna have some hott sex tonight?

Sat, 25 Oct 2003 02:16:45 GMT

work was blah tonight. im just waiting for tomorrow.

im really cold right now. i just want to seriously cuddle RIGHT NOW. someone come over...OH WAIT!!

hmmm...i still need to clean my room/ HOUSE. it's worth it though.

later skaters.
<333xo

Fri, 24 Oct 2003 15:13:00 GMT

HOLY CRAP!!!!

TOMORROWS THE DAY! TOMORROWS THE DAY!! TOMORROWS THE DAY!! TOMORROWS THE DAY! TOMORROWS THE DAY!! TOMORROWS THE DAY!! TOMORROWS THE DAY!! TOMORROWS THE DAY!! TOMOROWWS THE DAY!! TOMORROWS THE DAY!! TOMORROWS THE DAY!!!

courtney, did you get my gift??

TOMORROWS THE DAY!! TOMORROWS THE DAY!! TOMORROWS THE DAY!! TOMORROWS THE DAY!! TOMORROWS THE DAY!! TOMORROWS THE DAY!! TOMORROWS THE DAY!! TOMORROWS THE DAY!! TOMORROWS THE DA!!

give me love.<3

"every single thing you do, im so proud of you" -TRS[<3]

Thu, 23 Oct 2003 01:26:14 GMT

_{soo...having your gaslight come on in the middle of stop and go traffic....ON THE BUCKMAN BRIDGE is a scary feeling. hahaha. yeah. thank god my car made it all the way into orange park. :) yay

Jennie bought me my bday present. :) Give Up the Ghost cd. :) YIPPIE! <3 she's so fun to to hang out with. i love that lady.

Jenn and i have to close at op mall on halloween!! SO WE'RE DRESSING UP!!!! i need ideas of what to be!!! HELP!

i want to watch harry potter and get kisses.}

Justin makes life fun....seriously.

Sun, 19 Oct 2003 05:12:48 GMT

AFI A Story At 3: find me 200 bucks!
TomorrowsMystery: whoa! for what?
AFI A Story At 3: b/c i want custom made Dorsia "The Start of the Porno Beat" condoms, ha
TomorrowsMystery: hahaha

did i say fun???? I MEANT SAFE! <3

[ps] rethink your actions and choice of words before doing/ saying them to him. im not too sure if things are going the way you thought they were. be careful with your heart this time, shawna marrie.

"she's shaking like a revolution" -TBB

Sun, 19 Oct 2003 02:47:44 GMT

_{Im really annoyed by a LOT of stuff tonight.

[-] my finger that i hurt at work.
[-] how i have no money to buy food
[-] feeling incredibly ugly
[-] people not talking
[-] porn IMs
[-] the fact that he lives slightly far.
[-] EVERYONE COMING ONLINE AND IM FREAKING OUT CAUSE I ONLY WANT TO SEE ONE CERTAIN PERSON ONLINE. AND HE'S NOT COMING ONLINE!
[-] this mosquito bite on my chin
[-] people being really dumb
[-] alexander not answering his phone!
[-] the fact that earl doesn't live here.
[-] more random shit to complain about.
<3xo

come online. please. for me. <3}

Sat, 18 Oct 2003 15:52:49 GMT

OH!!!

[ps.] Kill Bill is the BEST movie....EVER. If you haven't gone to see it yet...you shall die a horrible death. and you suck. If you HAVE seen it.....sex will be given to you in mass quantities..

[pss.] if you would LIKE to see Kill Bill and have no one to see it with, i would surely be more then happy to company you whilest watching one of the greatest films ever made.

[psss] this made me laugh.
thisxisxPASSION: serdp,roy
thisxisxPASSION: awesome!!!****

hahahahahha.

"and while i spend these hours" -DMB

Sat, 18 Oct 2003 15:41:26 GMT

_{A little about my day yesterday...

Abbie called me into work early. She wasn't feeling good.. :( poor girl. I felt really bad for her. But, that means more hours for me...and more hours means more money..and more money means MORE TRIPS TO SEE OUT-OF-TOWN PEOPLE THAT ARE AMAZING.

After work i met with with LANCE[<3] and his friend and we headed over to wal*mart. I felt like buying somehting with the money i took out of the bank to go to Daytona. [oh sadness.] I bought a car freshener and a REALLY cute steering wheel cover that came with a matching license plate thing. TOTALLY ADORABLE!! i love it. It's black and has felt..and CHERRIES on it! and it says "WILD". hahaha. Brilliant.

We meet up with Keegan and head over to the mall to go see Texas Chainsaw Masacre. Well, we were standing outside and i saw Donald and Brandon in BAM so i went to say hi to them and they told me TCM was sold out and they were seeing Kill Bill. I decided to go with them..and everyone else did to! it was like a GROUP date! and i was sitting next to THE hottest girl in hoe-pee. <33333 my darlin'....KIMMMMM! haha.

After the movie, donald, brandon and i go to Dennys and eat. I came home and talked with Brittany online and she wanted me to spend the night. So, i packed a bag at 2:30am and leave for her house. :) hah. at 3:00am we made a wal*mart candy run. and im home now. waiting for YOU<33333 and work.

come see me today. I wanna feel love.
<333}

update your journal bitch.

Fri, 17 Oct 2003 01:54:48 GMT

_{shop. shop. shop. how i totally love to do it. I bought my homecoming dress. It will own you..and the people within ten miles of you. Yes. Thats correct.......im damn hott in it. Just ask Brittany. Homecoming is going to own like no other. And im excited to be able to dress up.

im ready for what you can dish out.;)

if any girls have a red purse and would like to let me borrow it....PLEASE LET ME BORROW IT! haha. :) im in need of a red purse. and i don't feel like buying one.

someone wanna buy me a plane ticket to Washington? ;)hahahaha! <3333xoxo

sweeeeeeeet.

EDIT: 10:43pm: hahahahahahhaha!!!!! damn thats far. that makes me laugh. im a bitch. yay!
essadee.}

Thu, 16 Oct 2003 20:03:20 GMT

_{being sick is no good.
my throat hurts.
and it feels like my nose is a water faucet.

someone wanna come bring me tissues and movies?! * hint hint*

thank you to Miss Brittany Glenn for [one] the cold [two] sexxxin' me up. <3

<333}

"i believe that children are our future" -WH

Thu, 16 Oct 2003 02:36:48 GMT

shortest post ever!

_{WhatsLeftOfPlanB: oh man, you are going to explode!

excellent.
<3xoxo}

too fucking hott to handle

Tue, 14 Oct 2003 02:00:07 GMT

dance80sDANCE: im going to bed.
dance80sDANCE: i need some sleep.
ethnic cheeto: i'm coming with you
ethnic cheeto: and your not getting any sleep

<3

kjhfkjdf i want one, too!

Sun, 05 Oct 2003 17:35:06 GMT

_{who is the most lucky girl on the face of the earth!??!?!?!?!?!??!

J to the freaking EN!

who is the most jealous girl on the face of the earth?!?!?!

SH to the freaking AWNA!!!!!}

"to release my inner fantasies" -PB

Sun, 05 Oct 2003 02:43:52 GMT

_{today has been an okay kind of day. Nothing too special, but nothing too lame.
My brother and i had a bonding moment. We ate hot pockets and drank diet coke and watched The Pest. :) He sure is a strong boy. Then i took him to a friends house and we listened to Unearth on the way there. :) yay.
I got to work seven minutes late. grr. I hate being late. At publix, i didn't care..cause it sucked. But this job, i NEVER want to be late. I LOVE it soo much! Thanks to all the kids that came in and saw me the past two days. <3. I worked with Parker tonight. :) Fun kid.

ATTENTION: If anyone would like to join myself and a few others on a "HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY SHAWNA" dinner. I want one! Sunday. October 12th. After 6pm. Contact me if you're down. i do hope you are. <33

for now, i slumber. My legs are saying sleep. And my eyes are saying party. when will the craziness end?

I want to have a sean-adam-shawna eighties night. lets make it happen, boys! <333333xoxo}